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put it away.02

As proven in my last “accidental” post … my habit of not “putting away” persists!  The other night, I left my “put it away” post open on my computer before I went to bed.  The next evening, my husband mentioned that he had read my recent post, and I was like, “What new post?”.  We figured that he had read it from my “drafts” folder in Blogger earlier that the morning from my laptop.  But apparently, as my sister-in-law pointed out today … unknowingly, the post got published!!  Without me having the slightest clue!  Not sure if it was me or my husband who incidentally published it(!) … either way, it brought laughs on this end, because it very well exhibited how things can get kooky when not put away properly!

To continue my thoughts from the previous post ….

The more I have been thinking about “putting away” (time, things, etc…), it has dawned on me that that is exactly how I approach the idea of forgiving myself.  If I don’t accomplish something the way it has played out in my mind and if I haven’t reached all that I intended to do, instead of letting it go and putting away my disappointments, I become harder on myself and set higher expectations than initially.  Mainly, just so that I can make up for it.  It almost seems like I have to prove to myself  that I am capable of doing that which I originally envisioned before I can let it go and put that task to rest.

Just like my clean dishes are waiting right now to get put away, it’s time I put away these essentially, self-created burdens, and start living with a clean, new to-do list and set of expectations daily.  Forgiving myself is hard to do.  Yes, even the small stuff can make me sweat.  But today, accepting my weaknesses will not put it off a day longer…but will be put it away.

How do you deal with this in your day-to-day?



pic pix: taking time for us, Highway 40, Kananaskis, Alberta, 18.Sept.2011

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  • November 7, 2011 - 5:29 pm

    fawne - Sarah….I’m sending you my e-mail address on here because I can’t find YOUR e-mail address. Telus deleted all my messages. 🙁 Anyway, it’s fawnearsenault@gmail.com.
    We are doing well and we miss you guys. How are you feeling?
    Lots of love.ReplyCancel

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