I went out with a ‘kindred spirit’ for a latte last tonight. Though we are exact opposites, I say ‘kindred’ because regardless of our personalities and character styles (which are on each extreme end of opposites!), we still face the similar struggles, breath the same air, ask paralleled questions. Often, I think that much I go through is a ‘person’al battle and no one could have ever encountered that which I have. It’s not just ‘likely’ that we do … it’s reality.
Obviously, we’re not identical(!) and the way we dice and knead issues are interpreted on very different spectrums. Like capturing a moment on film … we can see that my girlfriend is taking a picture of a SFO street and we can assume/guess how it’ll turn out. But even if its ever so slight, the image won’t be depicted that way you or I saw it or how we would’ve presented it. Neither are more right than the other, both are true views of what it was … it’s just our interpretation that is different.
Interpretations make each one of us SO unique. All the variances of thoughts, executions, and desires create millions and billions of faces, colors, and ideas. When I’m riding on the C-Train (temporarilily an every-morning experience) I’m intrigued with all the eyes and stories behind them. The SILENCE (which nearly kills me!) and the ‘here and there’ expression … almost give away more to what they are thinking. After people watching for a bit, I almost feel allied to their field of vision, despite how unresembling we may be, because I know we feel and see the same things. For example, a very pregnant woman came on the yesterday train and started looking for a seat. All were taken, so I gave her mine. Though there wasn’t a long explanation of words before or after she sat down … I knew she was relieved actually relaxed. Even though it was the simplest of gestures, and probably one of the most apparent ‘needs’ that was present, I ‘briefly’ saw the a glimpse of her thoughts with what her physical state exhibited (a very pregnant belly! tired eyes, long sigh). And because of my interpretation, I ‘briefly’ was connected.
It’s a circle of Needing, Seeing, Interpreting, and Giving … a daily question of “what part of the circle do I SING today?”
pic pix: a ‘kindred spirit’ illustrating her interpretation in San Francisco – March ’09
Yes … my sister will be so proud of me for capturing such a special momento from our evening’s viewing of the latest “New Moon”!! We were treated by our dear friend Sara to the “very important people” sneak peak of the film tonight. Grande fun to say the least!
Taking off the bracelet, reading the label “V.I.P.”, and pondering for a moment … I came to thoughts again of how ‘very important’ it is to be the person I’ve been blueprinted as. Media, relationships, work, future … life can all distract us from seeing the development that we’ve become (if it be a work in progress, just beginning, or almost accomplished). Thats when we fail to realize how purposefully and wonderfully we are designed.
” … God created man in His own image …” [Genesis 1:27] Creating drawings on the computer, or even drawing free-hand, when dimensions are off or if your perception and perspective are not uniting to make the subject seem at all proper and proportioned, you don’t result in a very worthy result. Man can construct and build some beautiful and incredulous things, but nothing with a spirit, uniqueness, or purpose … life.
If it be at the airport, or riding on the c-train …. wherever you go, there is always some facet of this intrigue known as the human race. All ‘very important people’. One has been created to bring joy to all he meets, another dons grace with just her smile, etc … peoples’ personalities and progresses cannot even begin to compare to the purpose of which they live. Its almost like the movie The Pursuit of Happyness. Where, regardless of his state, will, and circumstance Will Smith’s character never lost the purpose and drive to live … to pursue.
Join me today and be in pursuit … remembering that you have been called a “V.I.P.” by a marvelous Maker (and me!) … that today’s purpose is for you to live fearfully and wonderfully made.
I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made … your works are wonderful, I know that full well – King David, Psalm 139 vs 14
pic pix: my VIP wristband 🙂– Calgary ’09
Took this shot earlier this evening as I was absolutely stunned with the sky’s colors, depths, textures, and ’emotions’. No photoshop here, just God’s spectacular handiwork … [glee!]
pic pix: Calgary, Alberta – Nov ’09
I’ve gotten SO spoiled, working for an airline, thinking I need to travel every couple months! Looking through photos again this morning, I was longing that I be in France, Chile, Malaysia, Turkey … just somewhere more colorful and unlike where I am presently.
Different moments in travels, usually while hiking/exploring a country’s natural landscape, its dawned on me how beautiful and incredible it is to live where I am, in the Rocky Mountains … geographically, a wonder of the world. But how often is it that I’ve said the same about the life that I live?! “How beautiful, how incredible it is to live the life of Sarah?”
Somehow, not just with travel, we associate the “somewhere else” of our current situation [school, work, relationships] with adventure, satisfaction, enjoyment … and once we get here, to this very day in time, we’re still thirsty for tomorrow’s change. Its natural to want to move forward, and I don’t suggest that we flip the page back to yesterday, but I notice that days go by with me only skimming the page I’m on.
I see the amazing profile of the mountains to the west, the promise of new beginnings to the sun rising on the east … I’m loved by family and friends, I have my immediate needs taken care of, I am healthy … I have been given an effervescent life by a Creator who loves me … So, YES! Life is beautiful and incredible when I actually intake and absorb that vivacity which is leaping off of that leaf of paper I label “Today”.
Today, I strive to have a better attitude … outlook. Actually reading my life goings-on today and knowing that I am fulfilled and blessed.
“Satisfy us each morning with Your unfailing love … so we may sing for joy to the end of our lives … ”
pic pix: a lively avenue we strolled while in Strasbourg, France – May ’09
Honoring Matt’s grandma, family and friends gathered this weekend to celebrate her 85 years of heritage, family, and blessings. During the program that was prepared for her, and after something was shared, she leaned over with the biggest smile and whispered in response, “Sweet!”
I wish that I could remember exactly what it was that she found so delightful … it was a “glee” moment for me to hear her use such slang. Regardless, it struck me with a smile then and meets me again today digging a little deeper into the reality of “sweet’s” scope.
“Sweet” surpasses an expression, slang, and tasteful sensation. Sweetness describes a high degree of ‘great’ that no one really can otherwise explain. When someone is sweet … their natural vibes resonate of a cozy-type of nice. When someone is sweet on you … they look forward to seeing you, like a long anticipated treat! When you hum a sweet lullaby … a wholesomeness and innocence is assumed. When the hymn “Tis so Sweet to Trust in Jesus” is sung … what we’re really saying is ‘what could be more aromatic and assuring than His presence guiding our day-to-day lives’?!
Another song, from earlier years, that I still love to sing … “Sweet Wind” (David Ruis). It proclaims how God’s presence is sweet like wind blowing, rain pouring, fire burning. How can we compare anything to be GRANDER?! more AMAZING?! SWEETER?! We are privileged, spoiled really, to know and have access to such Creation, Power, and Existence. He avails Himself day & night, exceeding more than just our cravings and desires. And still, despite our shortcomings, we are pandered to points beyond our simple satisfactions.
I’ve never really had a sweet tooth (except…when it comes to loving chocolate!) and only once in a blue moon do I really have a sweetheart. But today, I take in and indulge … freedom, refreshedness, love … because my God is “Sweet!”
pic pix: one of the many(!) decadent desserts I devoured while in Ronda, Spain – Sept ’09